Random thoughts, rants and reflections

Main Entry: ²gut
2 a : to destroy the inside of b : to destroy the essential power or effectiveness of

Ever felt disappointment so extreme that you feel it even deep within yourself? yeah I just did. Gutted - a term sometimes used to describe severe disappointment such that as defined, it destroys the inside of you. Destroyed by words of people whom I've always wished to confide in, destroyed by their seeming disregard for how I feel, destroyed by the collective burden that's on me, destroyed by the very fact that I'm being destroyed by.... 'brothers'.

I can't say much now apart from the fact that I'm truly feeling depressed at the moment.... disappointment..... extreme disappointment... yes..... gutted.