Random thoughts, rants and reflections

it seems lots of stuff are happening around these days... feel like work is gathering momentum with increasing speed. it was only at the start of this week that i realized that i had left so much work undone... like... TURT Alpha is starting on monday, and just the week before I hadn't even tied down some key stuff... stressed... and yeah i feel the tension in people around me too - sometimes being sensitive (or over-sensitive) to other ppl's feelings can be a curse... and i almost vented my tension yesterday while the guys were going out for lunch. Now, I feel somewhat unprepared for what's to come next week.... although i've things done for the 'Hardware', somehow something seems to be lacking in the 'Heartware'... now it seems too late to do a self-evaluation to pinpoint what's wrong.... maybe i just need to chill, or find someone to talk to.